tomorrow is not just another day

To my darling Morgan-Lee I have failed you as a mother. Now just hang on a minute, because no amount of "no you haven't" being indignantly shouted at me will make me change my statement. But let me explain to you why I am at peace with this decision, and how admitting this will help …

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i’m a big girl mom

M-L is turning 5 next month. 5 people. I haven't even begun to plan her birthday party, which for the past 4 years, has always been planned by this stage in the year. The main reason for this is that the venue that we've had her party at previously closed down in January, and I'm …

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the orca is walking

I have been called quite a few names in my life. Some names have been pleasant, and some not so pleasant. Luckily my wild teenage years are far behind me, so I haven't heard any unpleasant names in a while! My husband on the other hand, has a whole book full of names that he …

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happy birthday! well ok, just birthday then

It's my birthday next week. I will be turning 28. I don't feel almost 28. I feel much older than almost 28. In-between a depressed husband, medication that has been zonking me out, my daughter that has been waking up every night thus waking me up and my insomnia, I feel old before my time. …

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